By: M. R. Framboise
In his memoir, Revolutionary Suicide , Huey P. Newton wrote that people in the fight for liberation “have such a strong desire to live with hope and human dignity that existence without them is impossible.” He said this in reference to the concept of “revolutionary suicide” that he coined as a sort of acceptance and embracing of the possibility of death (and all other negative consequences) when undertaking revolutionary action. It is in this vein that I would like to offer an apology— an apology to the self that I once envisioned, and an apology to the life that it originally seems my existence would culminate in. It is an apology to my family, myself, and my old dreams. Dear Mikaylah, the Doctor, the Mathematician, the Scientist, the Teacher, the Broadcaster, the Mother, the Sister, and the Wife: I’m sorry. I’m sorry for obstructing the path that was created for you. I’m sorry for deviating from the programme; I’m sorry for apparently blowing the entire structure of what you env...